MY LIFE IN TOMATOES

By Kerry Vincent © 2009
CHILDHOOD
At Uncle John and Aunt Lillian’s farm, in the breezeway,
An army of tomatoes marches across the big picnic table,
Shored up on the south end by great logs of zucchinis and cucumbers,
Bordered on the north end by a mountain of sweet corn still in the husk.
All is hot, steamy, and still, except for the buzzing of the flies and gnats,
And sometimes the loud banging of the red screen door.
Just down the hill, sprawling in the garden,
A forest of Big Boy tomatoes grow.
In the evening we pick another batch of ripe red orbs.
I dust off a ruby beauty, still warm from the sun,
as big as my face, and bite hard into the firm flesh,
its life juice running down my cheeks and neck
nourishing my blood and bones.
YOUNG ADULTHOOD
I just wanna serve the Lord,
Help the poor, feed the hungry,
So I join this inner city ministry
Run by a power-hungry madman,
Where we freeze in the winter
And rarely have enough food to eat.
We pray to the Lord for our daily bread:
As a charity, on good days,
We get the food no one else wants:
Dented and unmarked canned goods,
week-old bread, just starting to mold,
Dairy products just beyond the expiration date,
Half-rotted produce left from the farmer’s market,
Soybeans and millet from an animal feed store,
Not meant for human consumption.
When I am pregnant, and visit my mom,
She asks what I crave, and I say,
“Fresh fruit and vegetables.”
She makes me a veggie sandwich,
With lettuce, glorious farm tomatoes,
Cucumber slices, cheese, and fresh bread,
Still spongy and springy to the touch:
Heaven on earth.
MOTHERHOOD
Now I am the mother, escaped from the cult,
Now raising my own kids.
My mom has moved to Uncle John’s farm,
Caring for him since Aunt Lillian died.
The kids and I visit in the summer,
timing our vacation around tomato season,
so the children can help bring in the crops
and can the goodness.
When mom visits a few weeks later,
She lugs a heavy suitcase from the train,
Unzips it to reveal precious produce:
Prized farm tomatoes, peppers, carrots:
We feast!
ON MY OWN
I’m in my cabin in the woods,
Re-writing my novel,
The expose of the cult,
The guest of a lovely retired couple.
They respect my privacy, let me write,
Only knock on the door to bring me
A ripe tomato to go with my supper,
Fresh from their own garden:
A gift of kindness and goodness,
Deeply appreciated.
TODAY
I’m divorced, re-partnered;
The kids left the nest long ago;
Mom has since had a stroke.
I work as a technical writer
And dream of writing novels again someday.
I bought membership in a community share agriculture farm,
But I don’t get home from work in time to pick up my produce.
Maybe, when the tomatoes come in, I will make the time to go,
So that once more I can taste the richness of the soil
In the ripeness of a juicy red tomato, the earth’s own life blood.
…Summer is not over – there’s still time…






Kerry, you have some great images here. I especially like the first one as there are memories in there for me.
Nice work.
celticsea
July 1, 2009 at 5:27 pm
Beautiful, Kerry! So thorough even with such economy of words. This demonstrates how the right choice of words is far better than quantity.
And I am so craving a tomato right now, thank you very much!
Lori
July 1, 2009 at 6:41 pm
Thank you for this Kerry-a tale well told. Fran
cronelogical
July 2, 2009 at 12:15 am
A broccoli head will tell you about the meaning of life! But I don’t really need to tell you this because you are listening to tomatoes. They are sages among the vegetable species.
Heather Blakey
July 2, 2009 at 4:30 am
this is rich, ripe and full of goodness. Delicious writing, Kezza.
gailkav
July 2, 2009 at 10:21 am
I really like this piece of writing. The way you have used tomatoes to link through various stages in your life is really neat. Well done.
Suzanne
July 4, 2009 at 12:53 am
Gutsy bit of remembrance here. Bravo!
nativeiowan
July 4, 2009 at 11:36 am
I read this right after eating our first fully ripe cherry and Big Boy tomatoes. I’ve been carefully watching to see if I can get another day of sunshine in before the birds or squirrels get to them. I succeeded this time, now have to be on watch again for the rest.
thalia
July 5, 2009 at 12:55 pm
I loved this! It is ripe imagination! Genece
espirit07
July 7, 2009 at 3:02 am
No, it’s ripe fruit writing!
espirit07
July 7, 2009 at 3:02 am
luscious, delicious writing – so evocative, so pleasing to read, thank you
jill
July 13, 2009 at 5:25 pm